No Clue
There have been
several times where, as a pastor, I have had no clue about what to write or
what to say to people in need. It is like I draw a blank and stare at a pure
white page on my computer screen hoping something would strike me and cause inspiration.
Other times, I have been listening to somebody pour their heart out to me and I
am thinking, “What in the world do I say to ease this persons pain or give
guidance in the proper way?”
I often have to
close my eyes and pray for more guidance from the Lord when this happens. When
I am afraid of saying the wrong thing or writing the wrong thing I simply
depend more upon my Saviour who will guide me.
Psalm 56:3 –
“What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee.”
These times when I
stare at the blank page and come up with nothing it is often simply because I
am afraid that what I write might make me look stupid. When I am listening to
somebody pour their heart out, I am dumb founded for the same reason. I don’t
want to look stupid.
Then I remember it
is not about me. The person talking may simply need to have an ear that will
listen, and if the Lord lays something on my heart to say – I’ll say it. If not,
there is nothing wrong with silence with a listening ear and a shoulder to lean
on.
When writing it is
not about if people like what I write, or think I am stupid, but about lifting
up the Lord and trying to encourage somebody at that particular time.
In short, I guess
I’m trying to say it’s not about me but it is about bringing glory to God and
pointing people to Him.
When I stop and
realize this truth often the words start to flow and the writing becomes
easier.
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